Primer: Juice

Pretty good primer on nicotine liquids, for beginners.

more flavor thoughts, and summertime grilling.

kozmo's summertime

kozmo’s summertime

I’ve tried another batch of flavors, and have some thoughts on them. (for those of you looking for the starter kits/basic vaporizer setups, this place has the nicest cheap ones right now. I’ll post a different place if I find a better one.)

Newly added to the all-day vape category:

Honey fig tobacco from the Plume Room. This is luxurious, slightly sweet on the exhale, and rich. Along with Honey nut and Sweet cream, it’s in my pocket now when I leave the house.

Bread from Ecblend. It’s dry. It’s got the same nice crisp dryness as the Graham cracker flavor I like so much, but it also has…sourdough? Some sort of definite savory undertone. It’s very, very good- if you’re looking for something that’s unsweet, this will work.

Vanilla custard from Gremlin Juice. This is the best custard I’ve ever had. And it’s got the right vanilla in it- it’s not flowery at all or artificial-tasting. It’s a good, heavy dessert flavor.

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people quitting without meaning to quit.

CAM02439Nearly 1 in 10 people quits smoking after trying electronic cigarettes, suggesting a potential alternative to government-approved tobacco-cessation tools such as nicotine patches and lozenges, according to a new study.

The research published Monday in the peer-reviewed journal PLOS One could heighten debate over how to regulate a small but fast-growing rival to traditional cigarettes.

Regular cigarettes are widely viewed as more harmful than e-cigarettes because they release toxins through combustion. By contrast, e-cigarettes rely on battery power to heat nicotine-laced liquid and convert it into vapor. But the science remains incomplete.

The U.S. Food and Drug Administration says it plans to regulate e-cigarettes, adding that more study is needed about their safety and whether they help smokers kick the habit. European Union health ministers called Friday to regulate e-cigarettes as medicinal products, which would subject them to extensive health testing.

In the new study, the first large, lengthy clinical trial of e-cigarettes, Italian researchers at the University of Catania in Italy tracked 300 local smokers who agreed to try e-cigarettes between 2010 and 2012. They found 8.7% weren’t smoking traditional cigarettes after 12 months. Quit rates ranged from 4% for those who were given e-cigs without nicotine, an addictive agent in cigarettes, to 13% for those given e-cigs with the highest dose of nicotine.

 

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Charity work, part one- Women.

51b6a0c0 (64)Tomorrow I’ll be doing some charity work for a group I highly admire, who have assisted me personally in the past.

If you’ve ever been the victim of a sexual assault, RAINN can help. They even have online chat support, people you can talk to online. This is pretty good news for a lot of people- part of the way an abusive situation can manifest is in agoraphobia, or fear of the telephone. For some people even being able to call for help is impossible. And for those people, RAINN provides an online support mechanism.

If you need help, to get away from an abusive situation, or to get help coping with a past sexual assault or abuse, follow this link http://rainn.org/get-help/national-sexual-assault-online-hotline to the online support group.

 

If you want to help, you can become a volunteer for the new National Sexual Assault Online Hotline and be a part of this generation’s most innovative source of support for victims of sexual violence. For more info, and to sign up, visit http://www.rainn.org/get-involved/volunteer-for-RAINN/ohl-volunteer.

 

I owe them my life, pretty much. I have for many years. I am finally settled in with a kindly, gentle man, in a safe place, without any of the troubles I have at other times had in my life. I’m capable of helping, finally. If you too can, please do!

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I’ll be posting my charity plans/works weekly as I go through the summer. My next charity post will be Animals, and time spent volunteering at the shelter.

Vapor, nicotine juices, flavor thoughts, and summertime is coming.

I'm the brownish one.

I’m the brownish one.

I have tried a ton of flavors now. I use a regular 510 atomizer for dripping when I taste new flavors.

I originally posted this list to another site via my profile there. figured some of you might like to see it.

Where I haven’t indicated otherwise, these are all 0 extra flavor shots, highest available VG content, and 24 mg nicotine content.

Things I have liked a TON:

  • MBV: sweet cream, high VG, 2 extra shots. I liked this right away, it’s a very simple flavor, and when steeped becomes solid but still simple. this is my in-between flavor, an all-day vape if I am not in the mood for anything complex.
  • Archvapor “special”: My first setup was a gift from a redditor ( /u/DangerousFat [+1][1] , thanks!!! again) and it came with a small bottle of this. It’s been on constant rotation ever since, for me. It replaced that strong tobacco craving I had at the start. I bought a huge bottle of it that I let steep and have used ever since.
  • ECblend carrot: Sounds odd, but it is sweet and crisp. After steeping a bit, it’s just like a glass of carrot juice. I mix this with home-made ginger VG extract, for extra oomph, but it’s good on its own. I like it on hot days.
  • Panda RY4: I am not a big fan of the other panda flavors I’ve tried, but this is just simple, sweet, and has enough bite to be good. I ran out fast.
  • The Vaporchef’s honey nut tobacco: this is another ADV. It is nutty, and jjjuuuust sweet enough. It’s better after a few days of waiting but I always start in on it right away. This is another one I got a big bottle of.
  • MBV graham cracker: Dry, and good. It is for when I am eating something sweet/drinking something sweet and don’t want a sugar overload. It’s very good as a vape with coffee, too. It’s got a really definite graham flavor. I got it with an extra flavor shot.
  • Vixen vapors: honeysuckle. Oh lawdy. I will need more of this. It’s not even steeped! No perfumey flavor, just straight sugary flower taste.

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new stuff I’ve discovered in my vaporizing time.

  • Cigarettes don’t taste very good. I can’t finish one now.
  • Every single memory I have, besides really fuzzy small-child ones, are ones that involve smoking. I don’t think I’ve done anything in my whole life without a lit cigarette hanging out of my mouth. Until recently, every single moment was punctuated by a smoke.
  • I still roll down the car window to vape, just like I did when smoking- even though there’s no reason for it.
  • If you started out by buying blu stuff, you can use those cartomizers they sell at the gas station on an ego battery.
  • You can also refill those things with better quality nicotine juice if for some reason all your other gear stops working.
  • If you bought clearomizers and they stop working, you can take them apart and clean them…
  • You can also take them apart and completely destroy them and have to get new ones.
  • I like drip tips. I like chewing on something when I “smoke”. I used to clench and chomp on the filter of my cigarettes, too. Bitey. They make cheap plastic ones that make it easier to chew them to shreds, otherwise I’d have broken all my teeth off on the steel ones by now.
  • VCV is hip. They have the cheapest beginner set-up ever right now. No, they didn’t pay me to say that, but if they want to, I’ll take it. This is the basics you need, all the stuff I recommended in my past post about this stuff…for like 15 bucks. And their juices are delicious.
  • If you can’t taste your vaporizer juices, chew on an unused tampon and it will cure it.
  • Switching from smoking to vaping is easier than it sounds.
  • I still don’t smoke marijuana, but I like reading about people making stuff out of it.
GAH. and yes, that's one of those little flosser things for your teeth.

GAH. and yes, that’s one of those little flosser things for your teeth.

I fully destroyed half my gear today. I am definitely not now and have never been very mechanically-minded. I mean, I once tried lost wax and sand casting machine frames, and almost killed everyone in the workshop (don’t ask) and I have been known to fix a tattoo machine by throwing it against the wall, cursing it with vile imprecations. (It worked perfectly after that). I think moonbeams repair cell phones, and I firmly believe little gremlins in a plastic case are the reason my laptop functions.

trying out some new mechanical equipment and hating every minute of it.

trying out some new mechanical equipment and hating every minute of it.

I once tried to build a PC, too. Franenstein kind of works, but he lives in the basement and is not allowed to be fed electricity.

And I can’t wait until PVs are just as fiddle-free as all the other things I use regularly and have no clue about.

(My car is the exception to all this. A lifetime of poverty and strangeness has forced me to know how a car basically works and the life-sustaining things I must do to it. Not that I want to, or that I will if there’s a mechanic I can afford- but I know how. It wasn’t fun to get to this level of knowledge though, and I’d almost rather NOT understand why you shouldn’t take every sparkplug wire off an 8-cylinder van all at once to replace them.)

the baron.

the baron.

…but I know what I like.

I found this little list of ways to criticize art. It’s interesting that not until four steps in, the final step, does the list include

  • 4. Judgment- What do I think of the work?

In fact, your personal opinion of a piece of art is the last thing to consider.

working on a nudeThis is a good thing, and a bad thing. I mean, every piece of art is trying to communicate, to get across something- to YOU. You are the viewer, and what you think of the work outside of all formal critique, is really the most important thing. Really. You don’t have to know the elements of design or the formalities of color theory to know what you like.

You either like it, or you don’t. Maybe learning more changes your mind, maybe it doesn’t. But your initial response to a piece, without any external or additional information, is really the meaningful part of a critique like this.

I said it’s a good thing, too, didn’t I? That’s because if you don’t know why you like it or hate it, you can’t explain that to anyone else- most importantly, the artist who’s asking for your response.

Learning the terms for different techniques and processes can help with this, but just knowing basics, such as he gives at the end of this list, go a long way. You definitely don’t need to go to class to learn these things. Fuck, I’m an uneducated/self-taught artist; I think you can learn these things, and how to express them, just fine, by reading online, by looking at art, and taking the time to think about your opinions.

I don’t know much, but I know what I like. And if I tell someone how I feel about something they’ve made I like to try to tell them why I feel that way. A negative opinion expressed by a great critic is the most helpful thing on earth.

e-cigarettes, quitting smoking, pvs and stuff.

ethel the pug has a smoke break.Ok so- this is the promised post about vaporising and ecigs and all that.

another REALLY USEFUL beginner’s guide is here. I’m just talking about my own personal experiences.

As regular readers already know, I’ve been smoking one or two packs a day since I was twelve. That’s…well, it’s a lot of years. I’ve tried the following to quit:

  • cold turkey
  • chantix
  • stepping down
  • patches, gum
  • “alan carr”
  • cold turkey
  • ultralights
  • cold turkey
  • “quit buddies”
  • support groups, online and phone support, etc
  • chantix (yes…twice)

Now, I have never quit for more than a day. I think chantix came closest- I lasted a day and a half on that. And managed, for a few weeks, to cut back to half a pack a day. But every time I’ve tried, I’ve ended up smoking again within a day.

Maybe I’m weak. Maybe part of it is that I start going crazy mentally when I go a few hours without a cigarette. Maybe I just didn’t “WANT TO QUIT” hard enough- maybe pep talks have never helped me do much of anything.

At any rate I’ve been unable to quit before. I’ve currently not smoked for five days. six? I’ve smoked one pack in the last three weeks (up until however-many-days-ago) which in itself is some kind of miracle.

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juice, battery, tank.

I am using a nicotine vaporizer, otherwise known as a PV, to stop. These come in a lot of different forms, but I have no clue about most of them so I’ll just be talking about what I’ve used/tried. if you know more about these feel free to comment and tell me!

I started out trying a blu. This did not work. It kind of looked like a cigarette, and tasted like one sort of. But I just wanted a cigarette after using it. It didn’t satisfy me. And what’s more- I was “smoking” it only when I wanted a cigarette, and feeling bad if I used it more often. It wasn’t enjoyable- it was like the gum, like the patch. A crappy-tasting replacement.

I ended up smoking anyway, and just setting it aside somewhere (in my car) and forgetting about it.

Then I tried a starter kit from vaporsmiths. Strangely enough it lasted a few days longer than the blu had; the battery on it is a little more powerful, and the nicotine content a little higher, so I actually didn’t want to smoke after I had used it. I was still smoking, mind you- just not as often.

Then, I found a good small group of people who use ecigs/PVs (here, if you’re curious) and one of them sent me gear, as a favor, just because. This setup worked. It made strong, flavor-filled vapor that felt like I was smoking. I could puff and notice the “smoke” going into my lungs, into my throat. I had something to fiddle with and chew on. I only smoked one or two cigarettes the first day after it arrived.The gear I started with was an eGo twist battery, and a drip atomizer. That’s it. Nothing fancy- you just charge the battery, then attach the atomizer and tip, and pour a few drops of the juice into it.

I started out with tobacco-flavored juice that he’d sent me along with the setup. But I realized pretty quickly that real cigarettes don’t actually taste like tobacco- unless you’re smoking a pipe, you’re not really getting a tobacco taste. So I started trying out more flavors, mostly from this place (cheap, so you can try lots) and this place (delicious)

I also finally had a little spare cash and ordered a backup battery, one of these, and clearomizers.

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the guts of the clearomizer

To get started trying this PV thing out, if you’re going to use it to quit or cut back on smoking:

  • Vaporize as often and as much as you need to. I am still pretty much constantly using the PV. Your body is used to triggers making you want a cigarette, and to satisfying an oral fixation and fidget object, all at the same time. So give yourself a break and don’t try to ration your vaporizing at first.
  • Smoke if you really want to. If you know you can still smoke, and you have them available, your brain won’t freak out and start panicking. I have a couple packs of cigarettes here but I haven’t touched them in days. I carried a pack around the first few days I was cutting back but never smoked any. For a few days I was smoking one in the morning as usual, but then one day it didn’t satisfy, and I ended up vaporizing instead. Having the option prevents your mind from starting to freak out, and lets you transition without pressure. (which was a huge help for me and my demand resistance)
  • Get the right juice and gear! If you smoke a pack a day, that’s at least $35 a week you’re spending. I’ll post links below where you can get your beginning gear, everything needed, for around that much. Once you have the set-up, the juice is incredibly cheap.
  • Get the right juice and gear! If you smoke a lot now, don’t start out with low-nicotine content juice and shitty batteries that won’t let you get enough of a hit. You have to satisfy the nicotine craving, so that your body can get used to functioning without the tons of other shit it’s accustomed to inhaling along with it. Buying some shitty ecig at the gas station will not help you quit any more than going cold turkey or cutting back would.
  • DRINK A SHITLOAD OF WATER OR SOMETHING. seriously. your eyeballs will even get dry. I guzzle sweet tea with honey, but water might be ok for those of you who don’t think it tastes like mouth.

The gear.

eGo twist with the atomizer and drip tip.

eGo twist with the atomizer and drip tip.

I have:

  • this battery– for carrying around when I’m not at home. they’re 14$ at this place.
  • one of these chargers– for the car (I have a USB charger for the lighter input). $3.50.
  • I also have a full-sized eGo battery (the twist) and charger for the wall. If you get one here, they send you free juice. but you can get by with one or two of the mini batteries.
  • in the photos, I’ve got these. they screw onto the battery. you pour some juice into them, let it soak into the wicks, and go.
  • everything I have is eGo compatible. I’d say pick one battery and only get things that match it.
  • juice: I get 24mg juices from here for testing flavors in general (cheap) and from here for delicious organic type things. I’m making my own juice now too but that’s a whole nother post.
  • that’s it. that’s all you need. plus a roll of paper towels because you will spill shit. and if you get it on your skin you’ll get a nicotine rush.

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There are a few good resources out there for information about this stuff, but I’ve gotten the best answers by either asking the community at large, or emailing one of the vendors. The people involved in this (with the exception of the crappy gas station brands) are all pretty much small businesses, and are really willing to take the time to help out.

rats win races, sloths succeed.

556740_10151360701822712_101340810_n559917_10151362094257712_740607251_nDSC_1159a reminder tattoo for a tattoo artist friend of mine. he wanted to remember to slow down, and do more focused work, instead of hurrying up and rushing himself. He is the kind of artist who feels a lot of pressure from his clients, he tends to feel so glad to be tattooing that he forgets that his work is valuable, that his BEST work is worthwhile…that people who want really good tattoos are willing to pay for them, and that he is capable of doing great tattoos, and therefore shouldn’t undervalue his time…

If you undercharge people, you start to feel rushed. it’s inevitable- you end up booked solid for months but barely making ends meet. hurrying up to get that tattoo done in time, in the small amount of time you quoted them for. it’s far better to quote high, to take your time, take that extra hour to do your VERY BEST work on people.

any rate- I love fucking sloths. And this one is particularly classy, too.

also,

 

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Schrödinger’s Rapist: good stuff.

Guest Blogger Starling: Schrödinger’s Rapist: or a guy’s guide to approaching strange women without being maced | Shapely Prose.

 

For my younger male readers, don’t be a creep.

Seriously.

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